Recalling back to the days where i first 'met' you, honestly speaking, when i was introduced to DBSK, the first member that got my attention was Changmin. yeah, i'm serious kylin! he looked so stunning during the O Jung Ban Hap days..(what the hell happened to him now?! but his recent hair cut looks good!) and then the crush goes to Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun....WOW! i really did crushed on EVERY member!XDDD and lastly...You. it's not that you were the last resort or something but really..i guess people go through trails and errors before they finally get to THE ONE?=) i was thinking about this matter and i've made a conclusion that:
Liked because of looks: CM, JJ, YH
Liked because of personality more than looks( not to say they weren't handsome or anything): YC and Junsu
i guess, the looks factor was when i was in my early-days of being a cassiopeia.. but after REALLY getting to know DBSK, i'm sure You, are the one.
Junsu, your looks, i have to admit isn't the best in DBSK.( like duh! who can win against JJ!) but, your singing, i have to say is amazingly, i-just-can't-describe awesome! your angelic voice can NEVER be replaced by anyone. unlike most singers, the way you sing live is EXACTLY how you sing it during a recording. do you know? i respect you a lot. and i have to say there aren't many people that i respect, including my parents. yeah, i'm a picky person. Junsu yah, your singing is just unbeatable. i mean, why did i liked you?
first thing: i just admire and respect how you put your soul into your singing. you just sing with so much passion that i can really feel it you know? i really wished i understood what you were singing about because if i did, i think i would be so touched that i'll cry.
second thing: not only you're good in singing, your dancing is hell good too! your powerful moves and never-ending stamina just Wows me. it's like, i try dancing to some song for a few minutes and i'll go all breathless. but when i see your concerts, i'm like "DAMM! HE DANCED ALL THAT WITHOUT STOPPING AND WENT STRAIGHT INTO THE 2ND SONG?! AND HE'S SINGING LIVE TOO?!" the thing is you can dance and sing ALL SO PERFECTLY with no signs of stopping! Junsu you are just..amazing.
third thing: i just like it that you're completely 360 degrees different on stage and off stage. when on stage, you just leave everyone memorize by your amazing voice. and not forgetting your dances! i think you would be very happy to see this, yes Junsu, you are SUPER charismatic on stage!=) you're just so serious and passionate for the things you love doing, like performing! when off stage, you are just SO funny and no, your voice doesn't annoy me!XD are you glad to hear that? you really liven the mood up and cheer people up when they're sad. your REAALLY stupid oyaji gags just makes me go, =.= , and your engrish makes me laugh like crazy but nevertheless, i still love you Jun-chan!=)
fourth thing: YOUR LOVE FOR SPORTS! soccer anyone?XD i REAAAAAAALLY like the competitive side of yours! i was thinking, if we really had the chance to be friends, we might even be good friends! haha!
fifth thing: you're a perfectionist. SO AM I!!!!!!!! i totally love this side of you!=) we could be, the perfectionist couple!XDDD
sixth thing: i love that you're a devoted christian. i still remember that when JJ and YC wanted to make the 'always keep the faith' tattoo, you refused. i really, really, really like it that you keep your stand about your faith. plus, you don't smoke and don't really drink. i've really never known such a perfect man like you. and i've never really known korean artists who used to sing in church before but, yes. there's you. did you know your strong christian faith actually inspired me to continue my christian faith? yes, i want to be like you, i want to make a stand too!
you know what? there are TOO MANY things we both have in common! for example, we love the name' Belle'!=) we love the colour
Purple! we are both intimidating!(yes you areeeeeeeee when you don't smile!) we both support our future kids to do what they like when they're young! etc etc etc.
maybe you wouldn't know this, but you inspire me to sing. whenever i sing, i'll always imagine you, like what would you do if you were me? kind of thing. i'll ALWAYS listen to your singing before i perform anything. like i've said, i really want to be like you. i want to give my all in everything i do. i want to put my every emotion into my singing. i want to make my performances unforgettable. and lastly, i want to follow my dreams. i think, you don't even know the effect you have on me!=) haha!
Yah, keep smiling okay? did you know whenever i see you smile, i'll get this really warm feeling in my gut and it seems like the day would go well, no matter how bad it is. you're my source of support you know! so keep smiling that big smile of yours! i know we're in the middle of this storm that looks never-ending, but, look at the brighter side okay? i know by faith! that this will end well. DBSK will NEVER disband or discontinue making your own special music. as YC said, "
if you can't do this, then i won't be able to hold on either. " i think that phrase really applies to me too.
Junsu. i really hope you'll be happy. Have a really happy 23/24th birthday today okay! go find Junho or EunHyuk and play some football or online games!=) forget your worries for the moment and have a great birthday this year! and please feed Xiahki for me! HAHAHAAAA!
i have a mini 'junsu' at home too!XDD
