» Worse day EVER.
29.9.09 is officially my WORSE DAY EVER.
it all started out yesterday. yesterday was the start of schooling after a week of holidays. due to the fact that a farewell party for the sport society was gonna go on on tuesday, i, the organizer/planner was SUPEEEEER busy due to last minute stuff.
in the morning, there was assembly and there was supposed to be a broadcast about this event gonna go on on thusday. it was a VERY important broadcast because no one really knew much about it so..publicity!=) BUT! for i do-not-know-what-reason, they broadcasted it AFTER the form6s went off to their class, when the whole school were going out of the hall to their respective classes. so i was like, WTF?! and then Suteng who is form6, the sport society captain asked me why i didn't broadcast the news. i could see she thought i didn't plan or do my responsibilities well so i didn't broadcast the news. only AFTER i explained everything to her then she understood. so nevermind, everybody makes mistakes.
THEN the form6s told me in a joking but i knew they were not way that they will not attend the farewell party if they didn't receive a invitation card. so i was like, WTF?! i thought the invitation cards were only for teachers only! so i had to find people who were reliable (and i tell you there aren't many!) to do the cards for them in a short period of time(1 day!).
and then, my physics teacher let us off late so i missed the bus back home. so i HAD to call my father to fetch me back home. during that time, i met up with my badminton club teacher to give her the receipts for the presents. and then she suggested( or more like TOLD) me to make small notes for the members to write messages for Suteng, since she's our captain and all. so i HAD to ask someone (good thing i met valerie!) to make those notes and i had to give out and take them back the next day!
and that's just the icing on the top for a horrible day after.
it started in the morning. RIIIIIHT in the morning. so the people who were making the card DID make the cards(THANK GOD!) and i told them to give them out and guess what? the form6s were like, "whaaa...today's the farewell party and today you're only giving us the cards?" i was like, HELLOOOOOOOOOO?! i'm sorry that i didn't know i had to give you cards but i DID ask someone to make the cards at the last minute just for YOU!
since today was the farewell party, the broadcast is a MUST today. i didn't really notice if it was being broadcasted or not but assumed it was, since we had been broadcasting this since before the holidays. then out the blue, a student came to my class and told me "um..the broadcasting crew said that they received this note(to broadcast) too late so they didn't broadcast it. i was again, WTF?! i was REAAALLY pissed off. like, you KNOW i HATE people who forget to do what they're supposed to do and don't know what 'responsibility' is. so i asked the person who was supposed to send the note. and she told me she actually gave them the day earlier! so i was again,WTF?! why do these kind of things happen to me! and out of all the days!
and then i found out i HAD to go and see the teacher during recess for some badminton club stuff. i mean, why TODAY out of ALL days?! you know i'mSOOOObusy today since i had to give out the notes for Suteng and arrange stuff for the farewell party! plus we had the chinese presentation today and it finished DURING recess. and my chinese teacher said that we had to watch the video then only we could go out. i was AGAIN, WTF?!! I HAVE THINGS TO DO!
fast forward some other unlucky-ness and there it came! the farewell party. the people in charge of the deco were only starting to decorate the hall and i was AGAIN!!!!, WTF?!! i thought i told you to do this on monday! but whatever. i went to call the teachers to come to the hall but found out that 90% of the teachers were attending a meeting. BAD LUCK OR WHAT?! so like, only 3 teacher attended?! OMG I'M SUCH A FAILURE. i heard many people were not attending so i was pretty surprised to see about 100-150 people attending. THANK GOD! if not i'll feel even more horrible. and THEN valerie told me that the songs we chose to sing during the lets-make-the-form6s-cry-moment could NOT be played. apparently the cd she burned the songs in couldn't play. i was AGAIIIN! like, WTFFFF?! how am i gonna save this farewell party! how am i gonna end it in a memorable manner?! so in the end we had to use the broadcasting crew's songs to play, though without those songs we chose. due to much hustling and bundling, the form6s had to wait outside so they were not very happy about it. i mean, what can i do?! damm the scene was SO messy! i hate working with a large amount of people. so it started. the sport teacher was rambling AGAIN! so i was stucked outside with some guys who came late. then it was games. the form6s were against water games so we had to cancel that EVEN THOUGH we had already prepared the water balloons.
at first, it was JUST MESSY. it took a loooong time to get everyone in their positions and the form6s were just looking, not too good. then after everyone got the hang of it, i could see everybody were having fun. i was really happy when i saw that scene.=) then the people in charge of food came back from MV. i tell you, 500 donuts are NOT easy to carry. i respect you guys!XD then food time was great. everyone was having fun eating the big apple donuts. everything just looked perfect.
AND THEN came the SUPER, HORRIBLE, AWKWARD part. since there was no music, i had to lead the crowd to sing by well, singing. it was REEEEEEALLY AWKWARD. everyone sorta just watched me sing since i couldn't hear the form6s singing anyway. since i couldn't hear them sing and i didn't want to hog the whole singing thing, so i stopped to let them sing and.... it just stopped there. so i asked them to sing by themselves to end up them singing SUPEEEEEER softly and the WORSE thing is the BOYS started to get up and leave like, right in the middle of them singing. i was like, "OMG HOW COULD SUCH A THING HAPPEN?!" seriously, i could just dig a hole and die at that moment. slowly everyone were going and some people started to give presents. at the end we asked them to give a speech when like, HALF of the people were already gone. so they were like," half of the people are already gone! who is gonna listen to us talk?" i was like, OMGGGGGGGG!NOOOOOOOOOO! and it ended. just there. without them crying and giving the touching speech but instead looking....quite pissed. GREAT AIREL GREAT. YOU ARE SUCH A FAILURE.
did you know? last year's farewell party didn't go so well so i thought well, airel's organizing it this year so i t should be better than last year..but turned out to be, LOOOOADS WORSE! i can't imagine how STUPID and what a FAILURE i am.
yes. airel you suck so BAD and just go die like a failure you are!!!!
yes. i think so too. i feel like a loser now. REALLY. no kidding. and because of this, i didn't feel like revising so i just decided to blog about this.
OH YEAH! WHY CAN'T SOME PEOPLE NOT FORGET THINGS THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO DO?! WHY ARE THEY SO IRRESPONSIBLE?! and that's why i like working alone. 君主制度 rocks.
» fangirling!
i swear, like, seriously. even though i'm a 100% Jun-chan fan, don't you think Jaejoong looks like, HOTTEEEEEEEEER than usual in these few pics? maybe he got more rest since it's their 2 month break?
very badboy look. can you feel the electricity flowing to you through his eyes? I CAN!
In Vivi Magazine Oct issue. pg 146,147 i remember. the hottest photoshoot i've EVER seen by him. LOVE his eyes? *contacts?XD*
another looking-straight-into-your-eyes photoshoot. this guy is just amazing la. some people even compare him to edward of twilight.
anyway, i just listened to Dbsk's Bigeast Station no130 and DAMM. i was laughing like, NON-STOP! especially when YunJaeChun started gossiping about my dear Junsu again and guess what? Junsu HIMSELF came into the studio and started talking on the airwaves! like WTH?! i tell you, when i heard him speak after such a long time of not hearing his voice, i really, REALLY, REALLYfelt like crying. oh my Junsu!=( i miss you SO!
- YunChunJae gossiping about Junsu- a fan asks: has Dbsk ever forgot Korean sometimes? (because you know? Dbsk speaks Korean and Japanese) YC: korean, right? in japan, korean.. YH: sometimes. YC: Junsu..(Junsu comes into the picture AGAIN!) i'll sometimes forget Junsu. YH: Junsu forgets both korean and japanese at the same time. YC: forgets. *laughs laughs laughs* YH: he has these expressions that are neither japanese nor korean. "ah!" "ooh!" "oh!" "uh!" "owah!".. really! YC shouts: Junsu came! YH: they're really short sounds. JJ: just like an alien. an alien. after some bla bla bla.... JJ: Junsu stil hasn't come in yet. *laughs laughs laughs* ( Junsu must be lurking outside the studio glaring at them!XD) even though he has been speaking Japanese for a long time already, it's still really nothing. when he goes "ah" "hmm" "ahhh" "hm" *weird noises*, you can only say, "oh, i see." YC: Junsu's coming in right now. (HAHAHAAAA! he must be pissed off at them!XD) YH: just like a manager. after some bla bla bla.. YH: Junsu, you're noisy!( Junsu must be playing with them by tickling them or something because YC started laughing and no sound was heard from JS.)
-Junsu comes in!HAHA!- YH: so how did today go Junsu? Junsu, you came so suddenly. JJ: you surprised me! JS: i was listening at home and.. YH: ran here? JS: ran here. YH: EHHH? JS says seriously: please don't talk about me. ( KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! HE'S SO CUTE!)
[Bigeast Station: a radio programme Dbsk hosts.]
hubby wearing black!=)
pics at the studio!
so yeah, JaeChun just released the 2nd song in their single, Colours ~Melody and Harmony~ and it's called Shelter! very good song. has a Jae kind of feeling like in 9095. like duh! Jae composed it with Junsu!XD KYAAAAAH! that's why the beginning part is sorta dark... and then the chorus goes bright again! the Jaesu effect!XD
will post about the reunion after i get the pics from Sammie!=)
Damm. my whole body is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITCHY RIGHT NOWWWWWWWW! 'mosquito bites' kind of thing is surfacing on every part i scratch! ALLERGY SUCKS!
today i went to 1Utama with Kylin and Jyyi for our Karaoke outing and my '1U one day tour'. we ended up singing loads of old songs as the neway there is TOTALLY outdated! so after that, i went to check out Lotte mart and bought some korean food stuff and some cutlery. THEN i saw they were selling some thing DBSK once recommended to eat in a Japanese tv show! anyone knows what 'bontegi' is? it's actually a can food that contains some kind of insect drenched with some sauce? they said though it looked disgusting, it was very delicious. so i decided to try it. well...fangirl!=) *i just googled what 'bontegi' is, and it says 'silkworm cocoons boiled with the worm inside.' there you go!
i got hungry at night so i started eating that. i really had to force myself to take the first bite as it looked..well..really something. but after eating it, i found out i REALLY liked it! very unique taste! and so i began eating until...it almost finished when i realized my whole body was turning hot and everywhere, and i mean EVERYWHERE started to itch. so i thought it was just you know? mosquito bites, so i just scratched it. then almost my whole face started to have 'mosquito bites' . and i started to freak out. by then, i knew i was SERIOUSLY allergic to this thing! and i have to tell you that i seldom get allergic to anything. so i guess this isn't my kind of thing?
*scratch scratch* STOP SCRATCHING AIREL! DO YOU WANT IT TO LEAVE A MARK?!
yeah. i guess that's all. going for dinner with the coaches and badminton teammates tomorrow....hope my face doesn't have any signs of 'bites' tomorrow. otherwise i'll NEVER go.
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i've just started watching Mnet Scandal which stars Nichkhun of 2Pm and i have to say..KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! NICHKHUN IS LOOOOOVE! seriously, korean guys who speak english well are just HOT. like, that is totally going into my 'qualities of my dream bf' list! for example, Yoochun. DAMM. his voice matches english like... airel to ice-cream! PERFECTO!=) and the next in my list is SOOO Nichkhun! just googled his profile and i have to say..he mastered korean really well for a american-thai in just..2 years? very cool! plus his height is just kyah!179cm is perfect for a 164cm me.=) too bad he's a buddist... looks like i'm gonna pay attention to 2Pm's activities from now on..or lack of. it's just sad how JaeBeom's case turned out to become like this. which resulted in a lot of cancellations of their activities..netizens can sometimes be REALLY annoying! and meddling! seriously. now a great band in the making can just NOT be the same anymore. that just ruins many people' dreams and efforts you know? i just wanna say, "I SUPPORT YOU PARK JAE BEOM!'
WHICH i just found out Shiwon and Eunhyuk from SJ are christians! not surprising for Eunhyuk, as Junsu is also one. but Shiwon?! WHOA. i'm surprised. judging by HOW he treated me during the mtv asia awards last year!=( anyway, i watched Bigbang's Lotte Park video and it was just HILARIOUS! i was like, laughing non stop! DAMM! Seungri is getting on me! AHHHHH! why can't DBSK have this kind of activity?!!=( it will be SOOO FUN to watch! oh right..IF they get caught by fans..it could be a life and death situation. hmmmm..NOT GOOD.
ahhhh...enough of that. let's get back to reality. this morning, i was doing maths during the free time we had every morning when i saw those 2 male disciplinary teachers walking towards my class. i quickly took off my glasses to change to the 'i'm a good and nerdy student' glasses which was not illegal but TOO LATE! i just had enough time to take my glasses off when they came in and said"DON'T MOVE!" like HELLOOOOO?! are we shooting a movie?!
it's 2.30am and it's so cooling right now! life is bliss when holidays start and the world is sleeping. stop interrupting me.
anyway, he went around checking every one's socks if they were by standards. and STOPPED by my seat and asked me to go out of the class. like, WTF?! i was like," huh?! is my socks illegal?" "YES! go out NOW!" HELLOOOOOOOOO? did i say i didn't want to go out? i was JUST asking you if my socks were illegal! don't start shouting at me for no reason. so i went out..blurry and can't see... so the other teacher said,"why are your socks not white in colour?" me with 'wth are you asking this lame question." look on my face." because the colour faded! it was white before but it turned to grey after years of wearing it." "then you should change it! when you see it isn't white anymore then change it!" WTF. i just bought a new shoe so obviously the colour contrast makes it look like my socks are grey. but if compared to other students, it's just about the same colour! me, dunno what to say back to him after his thoughtless reply. with thoughts of "i didn't know you had no brains in your head" practically in my head. then the other teacher commanded me to take off my shoes because he wanted to confiscate them. obviously i didn't. i'm not gonna admit i'm wrong when I KNOW i'm NOT in the wrong. so i demanded for a reason. he was like," your socks ARE SHORT SOCKS!( direct translation from chinese) take it off NOW!" so i took it off. he's scary i tell you. but i said," but obviously it's NOT! does it LOOK like short socks to you?" yes, airel is annoyed. "YES IT IS! i don't care!" and took my shoes and threw it into the plastic bag. so with my disabled eyesight, i just looked, or tried to look helplessly. watching him throwing my shoes into the plastic bag. and walked away. yes. airel is OFFICIALLY PISSED. if it wasn't for my disabled eyesight, i would have NEVER let him confiscate my shoes without a good, logical reason. maybe i'll even throw it outside and see if he wants to catch it himself. so i came back to class very pissed. and then, i made a resolution. I'LL NEVER TAKE BACK MY SHOES. EVER. if i take them back, it will mean that what he says is right. so he can smell it rot in his office for all i care. AND I WILL ALSO PROVE TO HIM THAT I CAN GET ON WITH LIFE WELL WITH JUST WEARING SOCKS. hah! TAKE THAT! when i compared my socks with other friends, i found out we had the same colour, or either the same length or some, even shorter than mine. so i was just unlucky to be caught i guess. so i experienced my first time of walking all over school just with socks today. i tell you, you should try it too! GREAT EXPERIENCE! so i walked to the computer room, school lab, teacher's room and other classes with socks today! isn't it cool? the only thing that is troublesome is when i want to go to the toilet. yeah..not very nice. so i decided to confront him during recess. rule #1. never lose your temper. always negotiate. he wasn't in at first so i talked to the female disciplinary teacher. " teacher, are my socks illegal?" she looks at my socks. and doesn't answer. well, OBVIOUSLY she doesn't DARE to answer because they're not illegal after all! so she said "i don't have the right to say anything so you'll have to wait until he comes back." LOSER. so i finally talked to him. with a really patient and smiley face,"teacher, can you give my shoes back to me?" "come and take it back after school." "but teacher, i don't intend of paying to get it back because my socks are not short socks after all." SMILES at me."your socks are short socks." "okay, why don't you see it again? measure it for yourself and see if it is." looks at my socks."actually i have been very lenient already. the rules stats that it should be 15 to 18cm but for me, 13 to 14 cm is also okay. but the thing is, this morning, your socks was less than 13cm." "no, the length was the same all throughout the day. i didn't purposely make it come down or anything." looks at my socks again."no. your socks was lower in the morning. you must have put it down." "why would i want to put it down? perhaps i was walking a lot in the morning so it came down all by itself!" yes. i'm irritated at WHY doesn't he see sense. but he was persistent in saying that i put it down in the morning. BITCH. you knew you were wrong but didn't want to admit it. scared to lose face huh? so at the end, i lost in the battle. SO WHAT?! the really cool thing is Jessie took off her shoes to walk in socks with me today! i was SO touched!=) that was a great support to me girl!
so....yeah! i want to make a statement that i didn't plagiarize for the name of my blog, aireloveshinki26. some people have been saying it seems similar to Nicole's blog but no. my blog name is 100% original. check out my friendster page if you don't believe iy. it's been the same name for years.
airel recommendes: Been So Long - Jaejoong and Yoochun( seriously, check this song out on yt or something. JJ really reached that supeeeeeeeeeer high note!)
» airel feels emotionally drained. okay. what time is it now? 4.23a.m stupid! ahhhhh..great.
so here we go! shouldn't you feel a sense of accomplishment for me? i mean, after many blog accounts, you name it! Xanga, Myspace, LifeJournal and now.. Blogspot. i finally had the FEEL to open a blog. yes, my very anticipated blog by many is finally made! you know who you are.. after many hours of searching for the right blog skin.. yes i need to say something about this. i was seriously contemplating to put a DBSK one or a personalized one. you see, if i put a DBSK one, it meant i was sorta "proving" to the world that i am a Cassiopeia. [Cassiopeia- the fanclub of DBSK] but if i put a personalized one...then i would feel like i am betraying them. stil, in the end, i chose the personalized version. individuality rocks.
i just watched ep1 of Heading to the Ground. [Heading to the Ground - a drama that Yunho acts in.] i didn't know it will be this hard to find one that has english subs in it. anyway, the main thing is the comments. i'm pretty surprised that the first episode didn't get high ratings.. you know how cassies are. the 1st episode, in my opinion, wasn't very interesting. Sorry Yunnie! if it wasn't for Yunho, i'll be changing ships already. i wasn't very surprised at how Yunho was acting, the weirdness and all from the character was anticipated earlier. but yes, it's definitely a 360 degrees change from his usual self. AHHHHH LEADERSSHI!!!!!!!!!XD
my soju finally uploaded episodes of My Fair Lady acted by the absolutely stunning Yoon Eun Hye. i have to say, i like this drama better than HTTG at the moment. very girl power! airel likey!
OH YES! Kylin and Jessie, PLEASE read the fanfic i recommended! i'm gonna go all fangirl now. TAERI MUST ABSOLUTELY GO ON! although the part that i anticipated the most has finally arrived - An Soojin kick ass time!, i seriously don't know how taeri will survive this test, it's definitely the biggest test they ever encountered. even if someone could love a person this much, he can never be with someone who murdered his own mother, even if it was her alter ego, or the bad side of her. people forgive but never forget. anyway, i'm SERIOUSLY anticipating the next chapter! Soojin's big entrance( i hope!) and YAAAAH! the queen of the underworld is baaaack! some girl power at last!
i went "researching" on wondergirls after Kylin asked me about them this morning just now. i have to say, i'm VERY surprised. initially i thought they were more on the concept and the catchy song kind of kpop girl group, but i was blown away, like seriously. the first thing that impressed me is Ye eun's english is WOW. not bad at all for a beginner! and the fact that she is such a devoted christian! whoa.. i heard they pray before performing! not bad at all! and then i went to check out their singing. Ye eun and Sunye TOTALLY left me blown away. it just shows how songs like Tell me, Nobody, So hot DOES NOT showcase their vocals. i mean, those two could even sing notes that are seriously high. like, even i couldn't reach them. the same goes to F(x). Luna's vocal skills are AMAZING! check her singing I Have Nothing by Whitney Housten in youtube! and yeah, i guess the 'tomboy' concept in korea is new? seeing the popularity Amber is getting..nevertheless, 2ne1 still stays NO1 in my heart. GIRL POWER MAN! CL YOU ROCK!
Kylin and Jessie have recently been infected by the Bigbang virus.. so they pretty are V.I.Ps now. it's great to see close friends being introduced to Kpop and loving it. the same goes to Jyyi. it seems like her love for SS501 increased 10-folds after attending the fanmeeting...with me!=) cool.. so we can go to korean together to stalk now? ahahaa...although we're most likey be in different places..RIGHT! it's like, Kylin likes TOP; Jyyi likes HJ and i like JJ and YC.. what a coincidence! TOP,HJ,JJ and YC are like beer buddies and Kylin, Jyyi and i are like, cheongk buddies. what a small world indeed!
i was listening to BB songs to prepare myself for tomorrow's girltime at Jessie house when i just felt so sad. the kind of sad that makes you want to cry sort of sad. DBSK is currently not undergoing activities for 2 months because of the court case... and all those disbanding rumours.. seeing JJ and YC promoting Colours on their own just makes me feel like they're really disbanding.plusYunho acting in HTTG alone.. CM and JS somewhere i dunno where.. i know i shouldn't think this way and just have faith in them but, we're all humans you know? somehow..thoughts come into your mind and just ruin every ounce of faith you've placed in them. come on airel! are you gonna give up on them now? no..but.. then trust them! "always keep the faith" remember? DBSK is not one without 5! okay..YES. i'll NEVER give up on them. EVER. they'll get through this and come back stronger than ever! YES! and airel..i think you need some sleep. you're starting to think nonsense. hmmmm..maybe yeah..
i think i should sleep now. otherwise i'll crash tomorrow. hmmm. not good.
Meow! Airel loves cats!
one thing about me is i'm independent. i can go anywhere alone because i feel that me, myself is who i'm most comfortable with.
i'm passionate about cats, i can stare all day at one, no kidding.
and purple. oh holy purple! thank God for creating purple!
i do believe in the compatibility of different horoscopes.
yes i'm an Aries. any Leo and Sagittarius out there?=)
very badboy look. can you feel the electricity flowing to you through his eyes?
In Vivi Magazine Oct issue. pg 146,147 i remember. the hottest photoshoot i've EVER seen by him. LOVE his eyes? *contacts?XD*
another looking-straight-into-your-eyes photoshoot. this guy is just amazing la. some people even compare him to edward of twilight.
hubby wearing black!=)
pics at the studio!
Bontegi! zoom in for a better look!