do you want to know what music i really,REALLY,REALLY like? listen to Rascal Flatts. 2 words. THEY'RE AMAZING. i WOULD buy their album. THAT kind of LIKE. their music is just so real and inspiring. and his voice is just, so soothing.

i'm feeling like my 'huan xiang zheng' a.k.a imagination is getting a LOT out of hand. fanfics man...fanfics. but sometimes, living in an alternate universe seems so much better than living in reality. everything seems so, perfect and trouble-free. The Champagne Gang rocks. did i mention the 2 dreams i had the last 2 nights? total WEIRDNESS. something that would definately come out from a fanfic. still, dreams are better than no dreams huh? in fact, when i dream, which is rarely, i sleep REAALLY well. like a deep sleep...until i got up 10 minutes late this morning. but i definately love dream nights than dreamless nights.

today went alright. i wasn't thinking of wanting to kill myself at the end of the day or going into the usual 'what-the-hell-was-i-thinking' and reseeing the whole scene again and again and again kind of thing. yes i'm talking about the 1st day of co-curriculum. all 73 kids of them. 72 excluding me. how..LITTLE. yes i'm being sarcastic. and about like, 10? didn't come. dunno what the heck were they thinking man. overall, my little speech went alright.the guys weren't being too difficult.. i think, they have even matured a little! *gasp!* yeah no kidding there. they just need some pushing in the right direction.

after thinking through yesterday's karaoke session, i realised i sound good in:

1. Russian Roulette by Rihanna (actually i think i sound good in any song by Rihanna.XD)

2. Bad Romance by Lady Gaga (LOVE HER! THAT SO SUPER AMAZINGGGG PERSON! music, fashion, attitude,makeup, personality..everything about her! she's SO my idol!)

3. Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis ( i mean from the start until the part where she goes all crazy high key.. yeah, just the front part.XD)

- and i TOTALLY COULDN'T REACH that stupid "YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IT'S A PARTY IN THE USAAAAAAAAAAAA!" damm nice-to-sing song but SOOO HARD TO SING! damm miley! do you have to be so vocally talented?!

- yes, i love miley's and pixie lott's voice! very unique!

shall be aiming to update daily. i HAVE to improve my writing. is it people getting good at english or me getting sucker at it?